Also at work

I'm also at work, like stella and i have one more period before we start our Spring Break. YEA!!!! I can't wait for a week of laziness and just chillin. Although everyone knows that I will either be thinking about work or making lesson plans. But thats the way it goes. I am looking forward to tonight. Jen and I are going to the Pirate and Princess Party. We are going to have a fun night. Although i know i'll be thinking about that certain person i met the last time i went to the party. Well "lifes a bitch and then you die so fuck it harder." Well my kids are pestering me because i won't let them go to the dance and they want to go. but the office said i could not let them go until i was told to. lets see what happens. Today has been a calm day, thank God.
My week as you have seen has not been to good but it has calmed down. I finally got my car back and its working fairly well. I'm still a little scared on the street. A bus drives by me and my heart skips a beat but i'm trying to get over it. I thought it was not going to be that bad but it is. I me this may sound funny but you know when in the movies something very small reminds you of something else, well its just like that. I see a bus and a flash back of the occurred comes back into my mind. But the dr. said it was good that i keept on drivng because if i didn't i would have such a fear that i would of never got in a car again. I don't think it would have been that extream but ok. My father is going to get an MRI soon just to be sure that there is no problem with the sist in his brain. We are all praying that everything will be well. I really don't know what I would do without my parents. Just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes. Although my parents had their share of problems we were usually never brought into the mix. And I think thats the best thing they ever did for us.
For those of you who don't know, I'm looking for a house to buy. I've had two potential homes but it has not worked out. It looks as if this third one is looking hopeful. But i want to be sure of what I am doing before I put up nay money.
Just last friday we had a writer come and talk to the students. It was an experience to remember. Especially because the writer was a mear 9 years old! yes people her name is Adora and she has one book published and three in the works! Stupid me only got one poem published in Pastich and I thought that was the highlight of my years to come. But this little girl is incredible. her public speaking capabilities are awsome. her interaction with kids as well as adults even more great and impressive. She spoke of the classics with such love and devotion, that it made me wonder where did my love and devotion go? Where did my aspirering dreams of becoming a writer go? How did i let such trivial situations come between the dreams i had been having since childhood? It's funny how something so small, how such situation can make you think on so many things. My dreams had been my dreams for as long as i can remember, why did i let them get pushed to the back of my mind and not do anything about it?